Tomorrow may never come
and still I tire of the confessions
endless attempts to the betterment
I'm as hollow as you
as empty as the guilt will let me be
still I'll confess them
the inclination of vindication
is as it is hinted
lured to the tensions of making amends
the pretences are as folly as they are assumed
and still I'll try
but when the time comes
you'll hear me
starving for it no more

Everytime

festering apprehensions
dark
dark
no, no more!
not another methaphor
growth or decay?
what's the price you had to pay?
everytime i close my eyes,
it's where i hide my dreams.
it's the reason i ask the whys?
why fresh water to salted streams?
why it's lost to these falling tears ?
why beat to beatless beat my blood now sears?
everytime i close my eyes
everytime.
everytime i close my eyes
it's what my mirror doesn't recognize
softly, softly grab hold of my hand
lost, misplaced, confussed.
I understand
how the heart is abused
the sight of empty faces
how caring has become a task
the feel of numbing embraces
can i wake to just ask?
is this all that's left for us?
as the hot summer's endin
i lost track of how it got to be so ridiculous
and as the cold air is closing in
i watch the skies go back to grey
and the crooked trees grow dry
here behind my eyelids is where i'll stay
where melodies flow and lies go to die.

I didnt break my leg :| 

ok...finally over the whole thing...but only after a few hard falls :- 

more of the same 

me, attempting some free running by jumping the hood :- 

The new extreme

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some accident i drove past :\ 

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Karate kids breaking board at a parade 

:\ the police here pimp their rides 

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Deloris, my car :s 

Higway 2...used to get to Calgary