I'm not sure if anyone will get what I'm trying to say here
but I basically started turning words into lines as fast as I could
without lingering long enough to think on them..(side note..i did tweak it abit by rearranging)
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set me free from myself
to a world of my own
another aspect of love
intended uses of honesty
no matter how I try
I'm never satisfied
this is not the way
not my way, not mine

careful tendencies
can hardly keep these tears
by the time I need to scream
it's too late.

home to my own
indifferent frequency
why won't it end here?
never satisfied
drug inducing
alcohol swallowing
this pain inside
just to be alone
is too much

no matter
what does it matter?
you're matter
you matter
indefinitely so
regretfully jaded
your tainted
mortally wounded
this shit is over-rated
and here
the lies are reinstated.