See I've already waited too long
All of my hope is gone
Edge of reason?
somewhere inbetween the last trip and the flailing arms
The fear isn't what it was
I can only hear hysterical laughter...
the vacant darkness is warm now.
The hysterical laughter
my stomach hurts
I'm shaking..
All I can hear is the hysterical laughter
theres hot tears streaming down my face
hysterical laughter..
the hysterical laughter...its me
I think...im laughing at the absurdity of it all
maybe the laughter is for the final fall.
pressing my eyes shut
I can see your silhouette
against the sun.
hearing my own laugher
I can taste the bitter salt from the tears

chance is not something to be passed on
believe me...i know it now.
its too late to have faith
too old...of mind and soul
faith is what someone else would doubt
Doubt is what has you questioning
questions are what has you digging
digging is what has you so deep
depth is perception
perception is awareness
awareness is knowing
knowing is knowing you know little

dessert and ocean alike
you'll find yourself utterly alone.

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this is crazy wise guy talk..but it was written on one of my late nights. I can be crazy on late nights..forgive the technical errors i.e spelling etc....it was late.
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