Saturday, November 26, 2005

Look at it pour out there
while we're in here
how much more should they have to bear
while morality's lost to Ill rationality held dear

Ill spent content, was it all a dream?
a substitute for reality?
or is it part of life's running theme
a purposefully glorified duality
that gives cause for the animated grief
like Pandora's box gift wrapped present~~
our life is fallacy plagued with hope brief
hope fought conformity with the malcontent

look at it pour out there
while we're in here
how much more should they have to bear
while morality's lost to Ill rationality held dear

Rarely do we find men who willingly engage in hard, solid thinking. There is an almost universal quest for easy answers and half-baked solutions. Nothing pains some people more than having to think.
Martin Luther King, Jr.


Just remind me please, was this all a dream?
Do we all just live with short-term memory?
or is it fear of becoming that scream
tell a new story instead of replaying history
suffering from 'out of sight out of mind'
pop culture industry keeps me up to date
with E weekly on Paris's new pet find
while I scarcely know the World Bank's mandate

look at it pour out there
while we're in here
how much more should they have to bear
while morality's lost to Ill rationality held dear

A 'No' uttered from the deepest conviction is better than a
'Yes' merely uttered to please, or worse, to avoid trouble.
Mohandas Gandhi


Atrocity only needs silence for consent
so I'll start speaking as a person
beyond accusations for argument
knowledge starts with removing the curtain
remember the namesless Chinaman?
the men with guns were sent in with their tanks
He made his stand and stopped them at Tiananmen
courage or conviction I give him thanks.
Is it contextual morality
that lets me sleep on some nights and not others
perhaps a tweak in my mentality
will help our fathers, sons, daughters and mothers
I'm starting to see it as 'us' not as them
this night, again, I could not sleep
'them' being 'us' meaning 'me' found I had myself to condemn.
it's our voice, our choice, to change or to keep.

look at it pour out there
while we're in here
how much more should they have to bear
while morality's lost to Ill rationality held dear

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

I'm not sure if anyone will get what I'm trying to say here
but I basically started turning words into lines as fast as I could
without lingering long enough to think on them..(side note..i did tweak it abit by rearranging)
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set me free from myself
to a world of my own
another aspect of love
intended uses of honesty
no matter how I try
I'm never satisfied
this is not the way
not my way, not mine

careful tendencies
can hardly keep these tears
by the time I need to scream
it's too late.

home to my own
indifferent frequency
why won't it end here?
never satisfied
drug inducing
alcohol swallowing
this pain inside
just to be alone
is too much

no matter
what does it matter?
you're matter
you matter
indefinitely so
regretfully jaded
your tainted
mortally wounded
this shit is over-rated
and here
the lies are reinstated.